Was

that something that you always had that feeling of enjoyment or being at ease with yourself, and you just had to resurrect it after getting lost in that relationship, or was it something that you were kind of building from the ground up

afterwards? My friends always made fun of me because I I have the opposite of fomo. I don't like one of my best friends job. He loves telling the story. I was living in West Hollywood and all my friends lived on the east side. And I just never saw them because I it was I couldn't even imagine getting in my car and going to a bar to hang out. I don't know what either. Just I just I like staying home. I love watching TV. It's not very intellectual but I, it's really my joy. There was a birthday party for to really Most friends not even a block away and I didn't make it and he was just like, you're unbelievable. But when I do go out I am social and I love talking to people and meeting new people and I am a people person, but I just really love. I love being alone. And I I've had friends, especially now really annoyed with me that I'm not connecting with them and I feel busy because when I have free time, I want to take a nap or watch TV or snuggle with my dog, and I love my friends and I do drop the ball. A lot. I have a lot of friends and say why is it always me calling you? And I feel terrible because I love them and I think of them and I keep track of them, you know on the social media, whatever this is, these is (expletive) excuses. I'm really not good at staying connective. Well,

it's makes me think of friend Jason freed talking about the opposite of fomo is Jomo, the joy of missing out. That. Yeah, that's his that's his take.

I mean, there's nothing better than someone canceling plans for me and just like surprise

gifts resin with.